As crazy as it sounds, I'm gonna keep my marbles and my seats, and look forward to hanging with my buddies for each home game. As much as I've hitched my Happiness Wagon to the accomplishments of teenagers, this isn't a deal breaker. Heartbreaker? Yes. Mind-loser? No. Eugene was my favorite player for three years, and he "left" a year early. C'est la vie. We are Rutgers fans, masters of coping. Let's deal and move on.