Try explaining to a young fan what it was like to be a Rutgers football fan just 10 years ago, and you really do gain a bit of perspective and an appreciation for those who have led this program.
That was my task this weekend, and I remembered the 2005 season as such a frustrating struggle. The summer before the season, I took a trip to Europe with a group of friends. I wore my Rutgers cap every day, and a friend of a friend commented, "What's the 'R' stand for? Rutgers?" I responded proudly that it was. I can still hear him laughing. He was from California (wearing a Cal t-shirt), so you could almost excuse this completely dismissive attitude, however, this was also the reaction for so many here in New Jersey. In the school where I taught, no student EVER wore Rutgers gear -- not in my first 15 years at that school.
On a camping trip that Labor Day weekend, I forced a group of friends to listen to the Illinois game because I had a good feeling about our chances. Things seemed to be going our way until late in the game when Illinois came roaring back to erase our 20 point lead. The response of my friends -- mostly NJ and NY people -- was that Rutgers will always fall short of ever competing with the likes of Illinois. It was something I had heard for 30 years, and I had nothing really to counter that argument. Deep down I believed that what had always been said about the Sleeping Giant was in fact the truth -- that it would one day rise and take its proper place as an eastern power.
Having been to the 1978 Garden State Bowl as a HS freshman, I counted wins so carefully in 2005, hoping that we could somehow reach the 7th win and finally go to another bowl. I kept dreading what I thought was inevitable -- that the Illinois loss would come back to haunt us. And all Rutgers fans knew at the time that 7 wins didn't mean an automatic bowl bid. We had experienced that disappointment before; we were familiar with that dismissive attitude. And we'd have to once again listen to "same old Rutgers" comments.
But I believed. Deep down I did truly believe, in spite of everything. And 2005 was the turning point that I had hoped for. The bowl announcement in December brought me to tears.
And Brian Leonard. Thank God for Brian Leonard. He will always be Superman in my mind.
Heading into the 2015 season, I have to be grateful for the past decade and for the heroes who made it all possible. Ten years later, I'm still wearing my Rutgers cap with my head held high -- as I did in 2005 -- but my new hat has a Big Ten logo on the side, something that was unimaginable to me in 2005. I watch more than 20 Rutgers players in the NFL. I look at the list of 9 bowls in those 10 years almost in disbelief, but I swell with pride when I count them up and think how the culture has changed in New Brunswick.
2014: Quick Lane Bowl
2013: New Era Pinstripe Bowl
2012: Russell Athletic Bowl
2011: New Era Pinstripe Bowl
2009: St. Petersburg Bowl
2008: PapaJohns.com Bowl
2008: International Bowl
2006: Texas Bowl
2005: Insight Bowl
It's easy to forget how important these 10 years have been. But in my office I have a picture of Brian Leonard conducting the band as it played the Alma Mater in 2006 for his final game. That ranks among my all-time favorite moments of my 40 years as a Rutgers fan, and it can still bring me to tears.
Thank God for Brian Leonard.
That was my task this weekend, and I remembered the 2005 season as such a frustrating struggle. The summer before the season, I took a trip to Europe with a group of friends. I wore my Rutgers cap every day, and a friend of a friend commented, "What's the 'R' stand for? Rutgers?" I responded proudly that it was. I can still hear him laughing. He was from California (wearing a Cal t-shirt), so you could almost excuse this completely dismissive attitude, however, this was also the reaction for so many here in New Jersey. In the school where I taught, no student EVER wore Rutgers gear -- not in my first 15 years at that school.
On a camping trip that Labor Day weekend, I forced a group of friends to listen to the Illinois game because I had a good feeling about our chances. Things seemed to be going our way until late in the game when Illinois came roaring back to erase our 20 point lead. The response of my friends -- mostly NJ and NY people -- was that Rutgers will always fall short of ever competing with the likes of Illinois. It was something I had heard for 30 years, and I had nothing really to counter that argument. Deep down I believed that what had always been said about the Sleeping Giant was in fact the truth -- that it would one day rise and take its proper place as an eastern power.
Having been to the 1978 Garden State Bowl as a HS freshman, I counted wins so carefully in 2005, hoping that we could somehow reach the 7th win and finally go to another bowl. I kept dreading what I thought was inevitable -- that the Illinois loss would come back to haunt us. And all Rutgers fans knew at the time that 7 wins didn't mean an automatic bowl bid. We had experienced that disappointment before; we were familiar with that dismissive attitude. And we'd have to once again listen to "same old Rutgers" comments.
But I believed. Deep down I did truly believe, in spite of everything. And 2005 was the turning point that I had hoped for. The bowl announcement in December brought me to tears.
And Brian Leonard. Thank God for Brian Leonard. He will always be Superman in my mind.
Heading into the 2015 season, I have to be grateful for the past decade and for the heroes who made it all possible. Ten years later, I'm still wearing my Rutgers cap with my head held high -- as I did in 2005 -- but my new hat has a Big Ten logo on the side, something that was unimaginable to me in 2005. I watch more than 20 Rutgers players in the NFL. I look at the list of 9 bowls in those 10 years almost in disbelief, but I swell with pride when I count them up and think how the culture has changed in New Brunswick.
2014: Quick Lane Bowl
2013: New Era Pinstripe Bowl
2012: Russell Athletic Bowl
2011: New Era Pinstripe Bowl
2009: St. Petersburg Bowl
2008: PapaJohns.com Bowl
2008: International Bowl
2006: Texas Bowl
2005: Insight Bowl
It's easy to forget how important these 10 years have been. But in my office I have a picture of Brian Leonard conducting the band as it played the Alma Mater in 2006 for his final game. That ranks among my all-time favorite moments of my 40 years as a Rutgers fan, and it can still bring me to tears.
Thank God for Brian Leonard.